January 2009
P.S. I Love You..
i LOVE love letters. it’s the essence of romance. waiting for them to arrive and when that moment comes, geez.. it’s the most wonderful feeling. after two week of nothing and feeling completely lonely and hurting every moment without him, a letter resulted to a 180. i live for love. my letters remind me that i have a wonderful man working hard to benefit our future and i should...
December 2008
LOVE CONQUERS ALL.
the odds are against us but you better fucking believe im one hell of a fighter. especially for something that I want more than anything else on this world.
I Feel Like..
i can’t breathe.
my heart hurts so much.
MILK
chris and i watched Milk yesterday and it was suuuch a good movie. it’s about harvey milk, an openly gay man elected to be on the san francisco board of supervisors, and his fight for gay rights. if you really want to watch a motivating movie, this is the one to watch.
down with prop H8. harvey milk didn’t do all that he did for nothing.
♥ glacy
“What do you want a meaning for? Life is a desire, not a meaning.”
– Charlie Chaplin
I'm Trying..
with just days away, it’s gets harder and harder to keep it together. I’m trying so hard to keep strong.. but my spirits are slowly breaking. but I’m still trying. holding back every tear. keeping my eyes on that very moment. keeping my composure. but when lights are out and im all alone, I face the malevolent truth. my guard is down and I cry until I feel like my body can no...
Old Texts
because i made the wonderful decision to leave my job, my verizon line is going to be shut off. i’m going to unfortunately loose my voicemails that i’ve saved. one thing i’ll ALWAYS have are my text messages that are locked into the phone. i’m never going to get rid of it.. EVER.
all of them are from, surprise surprise, chris B.
i’ve got messages saved from when...
Good Riddance
PEACE THE FUCK OUT to cell phones and their drama. to the customers who complain about how their phone “magically” got water damage. to the people who complain about how tax on the phones are too high. to people who “forget” to remove a free trial feature off of their account and blame it on the company for their neglect. to the people who threaten to switch to at&t or...
"He was harder to pick than a broken nose!"
okay i’m dumb. the party wasn’t today.. it’s next saturday. womp womp!
chris and i went to the thousand oaks mall today to go panty shopping and i couldn’t find any cute panties at VS?! wtf? maaann.. im so sad. i guess i gotta try and go to pacific view and find some. we ended up going to active and seeing the matix skaters. we were walking along with one of them.. i...
PANTY SHMANTY
i always blog BEFORE my day actually happens. hah.. i guess that means more for whomever reads my tumblr to read ;b today, i’m going to go shopping for panties. not that i don’t have a trillion (because geezes i do), buti just want new pretty ones. YAY victoria’s secret! working there along time ago fed my addiction, now when i start, i can’t stop. my panty drawer looks...
“Destiny is the bridge you build to the one you love.”
– Old Man to Jordan in “My Sassy Girl”
i just got done watching the american version of my sassy girl. i remember a long time ago, i think it was either a freshman or sophomore in high school, i ditched and went to dez’s house. he told me about how my sassy girl (the korean version) was a really good movie so we watched it. the american version came out pretty recently, but i never got around to watching it. now that i...
Movie Junkies
i was planning on job hunting today, but i’m just going to apply at aegis living with jayjay and hopefully that’ll work out. ate crystal and i are going to turn in our application on monday. my fingers are crossed :X
after my half day of nothingness went by, chris and i went to watch cadillac records. good movie, good movie. beyonce’s singing was booomb. i love movies...
Focus
i’m so frustrated with school. there always seems to be something in the way. SB here i come though :X i was going to go there today, but i decided to wait off until i could register for classes. it freaking sucks because i don’t think i’m going to be able to do dance performance. ughhh.. but whatever. as long as i get my shit done. performing can come later.. i suppose :/...
It’s called “Long Distance” from...
BRITNEY RELOADED
From “..Baby One More Time” to her new single, “Circus,” I have always been the ultimate Britney fan. I remember watching that old show on MTV called Fanatic featuring Britney. The girl asked Britney to show her THE simplest dance move, swearing she was a dancer herself. I remember thinking my head “if I was on this show, I would ask her to show me a whole damn...
BRITNEY: For The Record
is my all time favorite artist for always. always been, always will. I’ll write more later… I’m watching twilight right now. just needed to let it out :)